HPDBC Chapter 1152 Letter
Chapter 1152 Letter
Chapter 1152 Letter
Under the delicate package, there was actually an envelope. After opening the envelope, there was a piece of light-colored letter paper. Chi Jingyuan was stunned for a moment, then slowly took out the letter, his eyes full of surprise.
When Zhou Ziyu said she was giving him a birthday present, he didn't take it too seriously. After all, he had given her many gifts before. Seeing that the box was not big, he thought it was some kind of jewelry, men's perfume, or a toy action figure.
Didn't expect it to be a letter?
The letter paper was not thin, with clear black fonts written on the white background. You could tell at a glance that it was handwritten with a gel pen. When you sniffed it, the paper seemed to still have the faint fragrance of the owner.
"Dangdangdang, are you surprised? Are you surprised that the gift is actually a letter? Do you suddenly feel that I wrote this letter because of what you said before...
Chi Jingyuan began to read with some confusion. Zhou Ziyu's handwriting could not be said to be very good, but it looked quite delicate. She also deliberately widened the spacing between the characters. The overall look was quite neat. However, Traditional Chinese was still a little difficult for him, and some complex characters took a while to recognize.
Chi Jingyuan curled his lips, suddenly remembering that when he was chatting with Zhou Ziyu some time ago, when he heard her writing handwritten letters to fans, he seemed to have casually said, "You like writing handwritten letters so much, why haven't I seen you write one for me?"
She seemed to be somewhat interested at the time, and now she actually wrote it?
"Hehe, it was your words that time that gave me this idea. I thought about it and realized that I really have a lot to say to you. Writing a letter is really a good idea."
Chi Jingyuan's doubts were soon answered. He shrugged his shoulders when he saw this, glanced at the few members who were still arguing in the distance, then retracted his gaze and continued to look down.
Somehow, after reading a few sentences, especially after seeing the Chinese characters written stroke by stroke and row by row, the initial casualness and indifference disappeared unconsciously.
“Although you said that writing letters is outdated, maybe that’s true… But I think there are some things that are not easy to say in person, which will make people shy or embarrassed, but these words are best expressed in letters.
This is the first time I write to you a letter like this. After hearing you say that that day, I had this idea and started writing after I came back. But it took me a long time to write, and I often didn’t know what to write in the middle. It’s not because I didn’t know how to say it, but because I had so much to say.
It should be May 5th when you see this letter, so I would like to wish you a happy birthday and hope that your work goes well and you are in good health.
I hope you can feel full of happiness and ease this day, the next day, and every day I am with you, just like you have always brought me.
...But you didn't open it in advance, did you? Some words don't work if you don't see them on the same day! We agreed to read it on my birthday, so the one who lied is a puppy!"
Haha~
The corner of Chi Jingyuan's mouth twitched. He even had to use the 'puppy threat' to send birthday wishes. It seemed that Zhou Ziyu didn't believe him very much.
"Now that we've talked about business, you probably don't really care. You might even be scolding me for being hypocritical in your heart... After all, I say 'Happy Birthday' to you every year. But no matter what, I will continue to say it in the future."
"I actually hesitated for a long time about what to say next. There is so much I want to express, but this letter is too short."
"I thought about it for a long time, from the last time we met to the time when we first met, and thought about all the things that happened in between. I suddenly knew what I wanted to say the most."
"I want to thank you."
Seeing this, Chi Jingyuan's eyes narrowed slightly. He noticed that Zhou Ziyu's pen seemed to pause when she wrote here, and the emotions in her heart seemed to burst out and could not be controlled.
"Thank you for reaching out and talking to me when you saw me lost at the entrance of JYP. Thank you for coming out to help me and helping me in the rainy night when you received my call for help a long time later, even though we only met once."
"Thank you for pretending to be disgusted or fierce when I was in a bad mood, and for using your sarcastic tone to relieve my emotions. Thank you for letting me lean on you and rely on you when I encountered difficulties and setbacks."
"Looking back on the past, I realized that there are many things, or even everything, that I have to thank you for. Thank you for appearing in front of me, thank you for appearing in my world."
"Sometimes when I can't sleep late at night, I can't help but think about what I would be like now and how I would have changed if I hadn't met you."
"If you hadn't called me when I was confused at the entrance of the building when we first met, I would probably still have known through other channels that the building was under repair, and I would have also entered the new building to find the temporary practice room...but I might have stood at the entrance for a long time, felt even more desperate, found the practice room with a completely different mentality, and would have been laughed at and sad after entering."
“If I got lost that night and called you but you didn’t come, I might still think of calling a friend or the head of the training room and ask them to pick me up...but I would just walk around outside alone for a long time in fear and get even more wet in the rain.
"If you hadn't been by my side all these years, taking care of me and helping me, I might still have continued to practice until my debut...but I might have encountered more bad things, fewer smiles, fewer wonderful moments, and fewer beautiful memories."
"When I think about it, if you didn't exist, there might still be a similar Tzuyu, who plays the role of Twice's maknae and works hard to be her own idol."
“It seems like nothing is going to change much,”
"But I know that I firmly believe that without you, Zhou Ziyu would not be the same Zhou Ziyu."
Chi Jingyuan pursed his lips lightly, suppressing the strange emotions rising in his heart. He felt his body getting a little hot due to the alcohol, so he exhaled and shook his head quickly to sober himself up.
It is said that sincerity is the best weapon. He hadn't even realized it before. This... Zhou Ziyu is really good at sensationalism.
Waving his hand to decline Bian Boxian's invitation to drink, Ji Jingyuan sat by the wall and continued to look down:
"Thank you. Now, let me talk about the other side... Now that I think about it, I don't know when my feelings towards you changed... There's nothing to be embarrassed about. I just like you. I've said it many times, and you know it~"
"Was it when you took the initiative to talk to me during the practice room showcase? Or was it when I chatted with you and heard all kinds of interesting things from you, which made me happy and interested?
Or was it the time when you drove to pick me up and I was amazed by your smoky gray hair? Or was it the time when I watched you singing the song "Rooftop" handsomely on the stage of the Song Festival, which used my words as the lyrics? "
"I can't even remember clearly, because you left such a deep impression on me that it seems to fill up all my youthful memories. Since I came to Seoul, you have been involved in almost everything, whether it was happy or sad. Whenever I think back, I can see your shadow in any picture or shot."
"I thought about it for a long time but couldn't find the source of my change of feelings. Finally, I just gave up and said that I fell in love with you from the first day I met you, the first words I said to you, and the first time I saw you. (Don't be so conceited!)"
"I told you before, when I confessed my love to you that day, I told you 'I will always chase you' 'like your shadow', no matter what you do, I will always stick with you."
"You may find this kind of talk a little ridiculous, like a child clinging to something he likes and not wanting to let go...
Hey, to be honest, after I confessed that day, I felt a little embarrassed and even a little self-doubtful. I felt that the words I said in the heat of the moment were a little hasty. I wondered if I was really just talking. I doubted whether I could really stick to it.
"But after writing this letter, I no longer think so."
"I found that the process of writing this letter was actually a process of solidifying my own feelings and thoughts. When I was writing and recalling, I kept thinking, do I really want to do this? Do I really like you as much as I imagined? Am I really that happy when I was with you, even risking my life for you?
"The origins of many emotions may be a little confusing. They may just be caused by impulse or unwillingness... But while writing this letter and thinking calmly, I really found the answer."
"That's exactly what I want to do! I just like it so much, and it will make me so happy!"
"So, Chi Jingyuan, don't just laugh off what I said to you as an impulse or something insignificant. You must remember deeply that Zhou Ziyu is very serious!"
"Hum..."
Chi Jingyuan was originally moved by the emotions, but the two "humphs" instantly made him lose interest in the play and he couldn't help but curl his lips.
"I'm not saying this to prove, hint, or urge anything. I know you hate these things the most... and I don't know you, you're an overly philandering bastard who deserves a beating!"
"I write this just to tell you that the little girl in your memory, Zhou Ziyu, has grown up and matured. She has worked hard and made decisions for her own feelings and the things she likes and insists on."
"No matter what you think now, it doesn't matter. There will be plenty of time later anyway."
"..."
"I have written so much without realizing it, but I always feel like I still have so many things to say to you, and I can never finish them... But I guess if I really wrote so much, you would call me a psychopath and a nagging ghost again."
"That's it, there will be other opportunities in the future anyway... It's just my sincere hope that we are not just a journey with getting on and off and arriving at the destination. You have accompanied me throughout my career from trainee to debut, but I hope that you can still be by my side to watch me fulfill my dream of being an idol, and even when I am no longer an idol, we can still be like now, with our hands touching each other.
Don't expect, be sure!
————Zhou Tzuyu is not nagging at all, she is very restrained and has grown up. "
After reading the long envelope, although the playful signature at the end made Chi Jingyuan couldn't help laughing out loud, his inner emotions surged like a tide and it was difficult to calm down.
He really didn't expect to receive a handwritten letter like this from Chou Tzu-yu on his birthday.
Is this gift valuable?
Materially speaking, it's not expensive at all.
Because I have already given expensive gifts... When she came back from Switzerland a few days ago, she had already given a lot of gifts such as military knives and watches, each of which was very valuable.
However, this thin piece of letter gave him a touch that no other gift could bring, or in other words, a deep memory and attachment.
This piece of paper recorded every bit of their past years, and carried Zhou Ziyu's sincerity and emotions that were almost overflowing. Every word and every sentence was like the softest voice in her heart, gently knocking on his heart.
Now that I think about it, the two people have indeed known each other for a long time. An impromptu help has brought two people who originally didn't know each other to such a close relationship today.
Can't this be called fate?
Zhou Ziyu said that Ji Jingyuan accompanied her for almost all of her youth after she came to Seoul, but for Ji Jingyuan, isn’t Zhou Ziyu also an indispensable and extremely special light in his idol career?
Well……
Chi Jingyuan actually hated such hypocritical emotions, but Zhou Ziyu seemed to be constantly influencing him with her sincere feelings, and the handwritten words on the letter paper seemed to be pulling him in like two hands.
He clearly saw how important he was to Zhou Ziyu—the heavy, irresistible emotion. Her words seemed to tell him, "You are really important to me."
This feeling is more precious than any expensive gift.
"call……"
Chi Jingyuan took a long breath, feeling the emotions in his mind and his slightly hot head. He forced himself to attribute this touching emotion to the influence of alcohol, but he was murmuring to himself in his heart.
This black girl Zhou Ziyu has actually learned to be sentimental now. She even started reminiscing about the time when they met. Haha, she clearly knows that he is nostalgic... She is so scheming.
And he was also saying something like 'Without you, Zhou Ziyu would definitely not be that Zhou Ziyu'. Haha, without him, Hei Mei would not be Hei Mei?
Chi Jingyuan was trying to make up for his emotional fluctuations and find faults with Zhou Ziyu in every way he could think of...but a smile appeared on his face unconsciously.
Combined with his slightly reddish complexion from drinking, anyone could tell that he was in a good mood.
"Everyone is drinking... What are you watching alone?"
At this moment, Wu Se-hun suddenly appeared beside him, curiously looking at the letter in his hand, muttering:
"What the hell? Can you watch it so happily?"
I will take a day off tomorrow and resume updating in the morning the day after tomorrow.